Deactivate

 I dreamed about you last night

and this time you were not wearing a dress

You kissed me in a different way

And I used all the words in my head

I woke up really sad

That we're still at the place we are

Instead of that place in my dream

I want you to ask me

Why I deactivated my Instagram account

But I know you will not 

If you did though, I would use my words to say

That I did it because you do not know

Or do not care

The effect you have on me

And I go a little crazy in waiting rooms

Waiting on you to reach out to me

Is an excruciating and especial kind of torture

So I needed to take that away from you

If I block you, it will be for the same reason

Isn't it strange, the sometime power we hold without ever knowing